In the past ten years My Father Died, I moved away from my place of birth, and my Mother was transferred to a Senior Citizens Home. Complete sepration From Parents and Peers has been Traumatic, I suffer from anxiety disorder and am sensitive to anti-depressants becoming the wrong treatment. I suffer from a sleep disorder related to them. To me often times I am saddened with the feling that everyone else has died, as I try to reject the thought that I was left alone to be punished. In working between attachments, and detachments. I find focussig on my cognitive skills to be imperative, and still I feel there are barriers between my gaining a higher level of education, and finding  competitive employment in the job market.