Finally I have found someone that understand what I am going. I suffer from all the symptoms Annette has plus fatigue. As I read your comments tears are running down my face because until now I felt so alone. Even when I talk to my doctor I feel like to her it's no big deal, just low white cells blood count.  She even told me there was nothing that could be done to increase the cell count.  She gave me many reasons such as bone marrow may not be producing enough white cells or the cells might be maturing early and dying off.  In any case I feel afraid and that I have no control.